Website with tag2

First Christmas – Did He Say…?

Did He say, when contemplating Incarnation, 

“Father, I go, of My own will, true. 

Yet I cannot help feel that You send Me away.” 

Did He, perhaps, ask, 

“When I wake, Father, all hemmed about with finitude, 

my infinity contained in an infant body, will I know You? 

Will I remember? 

Remember the stars I made so carefully and hung 

artistically in unmeasured space? 

Remember creating, with You, this Earth from a void, and gifting it with life? 

Will I remember Our, ’til now, unbroken intimacy?   

Our eons of knowing and being known? 

Could my tiny human soul contain the whole of what We have been? 

Or, when I wake, new-born into Our greatest creation as one of its least, will I only feel the emptiness of My ended unendlessness? 

and yearn with nameless longing for You who have always filled My unbounded being? … ’til now. 

Will I be, as human, separate from You as they are; 

cut off? unwhole? 

Will I be, as God, restricted, constrained,… crippled in My power, My vision, My love?” 

Did He wonder, 

“Father, as a babe, how will I know You?   

How will I learn to encase Your incomprehensible love in 

narrow, comprehensible language and action? 

How will I endure Our separateness, Our sudden difference, when I am there, I alone in all eternity the solitarily Divine and human? 

Father, are there no answers to questions never before asked 

in all of time?” 

Did He say,

“Father, You gift them with My pain; with My life of solitude, 

unique in history, to bring them to You. 

You gift them with My learning their hatred, their fear — 

for they will run from My difference, 

hate My challenge, 

fear My love. 

You gift them with My sorrow, My rejection and betrayal, and 

My anguish. 

Father, gift Me now, as I go, with Your presence. 

Gift Me with parents who will bring My young, finite mind to  know You, 

who will, in loving Me, dissolve the line separating Us, 

infinite and finite, that I may relearn our Oneness.” 

And did He say, 

“Father, I go now, to Mary and Joseph whom We have so carefully chosen, 

to live there as one of them, 

to love, 

to learn, 

to grow, 

to be God incarnate for them 

the Divine enfleshed, 

that they might catch just a glimpse, of the Unknowable; 

of You. 

Father, help Me now, as I go into this incredible adventure. 

Keep Me close to You, as always. 

Hold Me, as always, in Your strong, eternal arms. 

Guide Me, as ever, with Your immense wisdom. 

And keep strong within Me Our purpose. 

Father, gift them with Me … 

with You.” 

And could He have said, there at the last,

“I am ready now, Daddy.  I go willingly. 

Shrink Me down, 

limit My limitlessness, 

contain My immeasurability, 

tenderly, Daddy, 

gently, as is Your way. 

Daddy, I love You.     

Daddy, I go.” 

And next was heard, amid angels rejoicing, a tiny baby’s cry. 

Kat B

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Related Posts

Dawn Invitation

Dawn lays upon the land like a benediction Distant hills are etched in purple against the pastel sky Pristine New made Pure. Breathe it in

Read More

The Long Hall

I had been in this descending tunnel with Him before. It was dark, rough-hewn, marks of its working still visible on the stone walls. We

Read More

BEGINNING

How do you begin something new? 1. Do you see something you want or want to do or get wind of something interesting and just

Read More

ABSENT

Absent … But never gone. The space you occupied Is empty… So strange how that space Can go unnoticed For a time. Until something turns

Read More
My ID Pic

Kat B's alter ego

writer & Blogger

I love the various colours of life. They bring such vibrancy and joy. I have found that God is the Source of all the colours that make life worth living.

Kat B

Stay up to date
Featured
Shop
MugglerSisters Logo

Muggler Sisters

Explore